Life Sucks

I'm feeling so much pain, I don't want to live anymore.  Things are so intense, and even my dreams provide no relief now, as they're simply a nightmare that upon waking, I realize is reality.  The attempt to reconstruct my thoughts in some sort of a poetic sense is starting to become less, though I still try.  If only I could ghost myself back into several years ago, forgetting all that happened in the past ten.  Back to when things were simple, or at least much less painful.